My worst fear

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Yesterday is the worst day of my life
Friday December 27th, 2024
I apologize for the heavy shit
but I'm a 34 years old self isolated gaming addict useless fuck
that had no real friends in a long time, this here is the most community I'm "active" in
that his mother feeds him
and now my worst fear came true
she died, strangled to death
and the prime suspect is our 31 years old civil engineer bipolar sister
who has been in a mania episode for almost 2 months

now me and my younger brother who is a 21 years old college student also a self isolated gaming addict useless fuck
have to scramble with what little money we inherited from our goddamn father to arrange our living
in a fucked up economy .. in 15 years 1usd from 6 Egyptian bounds to 51 .. and all over the internet they expect it to get worse hitting 80 or even a 100

for years now I have always feared the day my mom die
but I never anticipated that one of us (me, my bro or sis) will get hit with mental illness
I always suspected -me and my bro- that we may have some kind of autism or whatever but never cared to check or maybe too lazy to do so
My mother and her younger brother have a history of mental illness
but never this kind of mania .. of violence .. at least my mother was like depressing episodes for her and crazy fear for her "helpless kids"
But this shit to hit our sister (she had her first episode in the Summer of 2023)..
in all 3 of us she is the successful one, who managed to finish her engineering faculty, and found work about a year after graduation
even when she lost her job thanks to her first episode, she managed to find and work from home online and in her engineering expertise
I always has been at odds with my sister thanks to our goddamn father, but I always knew she got our back ..

7 days ago she convinced my mom to take her outside, and as usual she ran from her .. this was the third time
but the first 2 times she would come back on her own after a night or two
this time she was out for 4 nights and on 5th morning (Dec 26) one of my mother's older sisters called her telling that my sister has spent those 4 nights at her place
My mom owns an apartment that she sometimes rent to female college students to help with income, which is currently not rented
I don't know why my mom decided to take her to that apartment, but apparently they spent the night in it
mom was almost 62, and she knew she couldn't handle sister on her own .. police is investigating why they went there instead of come to our flat that we all 4 live in
cops came yesterday looking for my sister saying that my mom got hurt and neighbors there called them for help
but after an hour or so (apparently after they apprehended our sister) they called us to come to police dep, and there we found what happened ..

Mother is dead and now we need to call her family and arrange burial, and police investigation is ongoing to determine sister is a mental patient or ..

3 months ago*

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Cole420

I'm sorry that you and your younger brother have to go through this. Rip to your mother. It is unfortunate that your sister is bipolar and had a incident like this. I hope she doesn't get a very light sentence because she is bipolar. Hopefully you and your brother can adapt to this new situation and make the best of it. My condolences for your loss.

3 months ago